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Thursday 30 June 2011 00:51

Feel so meaningless to update this space since im doubtful anyone reads this. I don't even like blogging anyways, which is pretty ironic since i was once so into it. Feel like reviving this space for abit, change the blogskin etc. Kinda got motivated to edit blogskins and all again after finishing ivy's. Hehe. Bought salmon, pinic + apple baked ham and chicken to cook for tonight's dinner. Problem is, i can't cook for shit. :(

I want, fuck, i mean need, huimei's talent for cooking. (i fucking need a manicure)
 

Tuesday 14 June 2011 03:18
Finally got my account verified and i got my ass back to blogging. It's going to be a month in a day that i've not updated this space. It's been a very, erm, trying month and it wasn't easy to overcome it. :/ Lets just put it like i partied, i got drunk, i met new friends, i got depressed, i when crazy missing him, i cried, i laughed, i almost died.. but i turn out surprisingly fine. It was horrible i'm not going to lie but i'm finally fine. I managed to move on. I kinda think break up was the best thing to happen to both of us. It made me grew stronger, learnt alot of lessons, learn to be tolerant etc and well, he is just happier now.


On a more joyful note, the parties and events this entire month is freaking imba. My days were practically crammed with events. Central @Chjimes basically became my second home.Today is huimei's birthday! Last year we were at Azzura and this year all the gfs are gonna get drunk at Aloha. Love!

Sunday 15 May 2011 16:54
Sadness and regrets are inevitable in this. I really lost you this time, you already had feelings for someone else. Come to think of it, i caused this. I broke up with you and patched up as and when i like. To please my own stupid insecurities and feelings in that point in time. Asked around, everyone agreed they would react the same way as you do. I regretted and im so sorry. All i did was complain and keep thinking that you never treat me good enough but instead you were amazing. You're wonderful. Im breaking down as i typed this as i know no matter how regretful and sad now, i've got to live with it. How i long to be in your arms again. How i wish everything between us will be fine. I said sorry a million times for a mistake i kept repeating. Until now, when i finally realized how important, special and great you are. Its a little to late. My heart is completely fucking shattered. I am truly sorry and i would even beg for a second chance. But i know its impossible now. You wont even readthis. You hate me for all the things i done. I did too much to actually be forgiven. All along i thought you were breaking my heart but i did so much more to break more and now we're finally over and it kills me knowing that. I fucking missed you alex. I really really do.

Thursday 28 April 2011 05:14

Okay hi. I was too lazy to blog today but i MUST tell the world about this amazing book i read today introduced by Ivy. It's called Why Men Love Bitches by Sherry Argov! It's super amazing, words can't express how amazing it is. The common perception of being nice to guys will make them love you and appreciate you is totally wrong. I feel so enlightened. LOL!

  • You should be a bitch for a guy to love you. (Assert your authority! Don't let a guy make decisions for you)
  • Act as dumb as fuck (E.g if they talk about their ex-girlfriends, just change topic and pretend to hear nothing)
  • Stop nagging (If you do, they will realized that they have a hold over you. If you stop nagging and pretend to be ok, they will worry. Ie "why the hell isn't she nagging? She is supposed to!"
  • Stop asking them to be sweet (They will get bored if they realized that you're so needy)
  • Have a life (Dont let go of your social life just for them)
I don't know if anyone knows this but i didn't. Okay, maybe i did but i truly thought being like this will make a guy think you're a bitch and leave you for it until i read this book. The author make guys sound like puppies! Can't barely put the book down because it's so interesting and so true. It's like a instruction manual to a guy's mind. I think one part is very true though. Don't act as if he is your world and don't allow him to step on your head. Make it clear that "this is who i am, take it or leave it and i'm better then anyone else'. When you believe yourself to be that amazing, you'll have the confidence to act that way and guys will respect you for it. :) Okay damn cool i'm back to my books.

Ah crap, can't upload multiple pictures on blogger. Tomorrow then! tata ~

Monday 25 April 2011 11:39
Got 2 days MC from the doctor near pie's place today. Down with flu, fever and slight diaherra. However i'm fine now but it's awesome to be home with pie while all my classmates are mugging in school. (As im typing this my nose is running like a spoilt tap -.-)

I'm so bored right now. Pie is playing battlefield and i'm stuck with my comp too lazy to do my project. I know it's dued soon but i'm too lazy to go search on facts of the Zoo. I like animals but writing reports on them is just plain boring. Zzz.

I have no idea why but my fonts on this comp are Comic Sans and they are HUGE. :o. Spent the entire day blogshopping and i spent a little too much on new clothes. Scouring thru zoeraymond and pxdkitty for blogshop links is tiring but at the end of the day getting new clothes from blogshops i have no idea existed rocks! :)

Oh btw, i hate people who insult my intelligence. I admit i'm not the brightest bulb but hell, i not THAT bimbotic or retarded. Or have a brain the size of a nut. I'm not 3. I know when people are lying. I hate liars. So don't do something to piss me off, lie to me about it, make some stupid excuse and demand i add you back on Facebook. I don't know you. I don't know anything about you, well maybe except you're an ignorant annoying prick. Fuck off, arigatou.

Oh! and pictures from i-don't-know-a-million-years-ago...









Cheers! I'm going to shop for bags naow. :)

Sunday 24 April 2011 11:41

Hi! I just had a nice shower and feeling so nua-y in pie's jacket and wet hair. It's going to be 3am in 30mins! I'm awkwardly hyper now, must be the effects of sleeping too much the past few days. Fever went down already thank god. Yesterday was brutal, almost fainted. Yes, that bad.

Pie got hungover then became sick too. Infection of his nose and mouth airway so i'm staying with him, getting a MC and taking care of him till Tuesday before he books in again :). Went pondstar with Desmond and Yiling yesterday, supposed to have frog legs but sigh, something happened. However, we gonna have it next week! Miss frog legs so so much, it's been ages since i had it, delicious delicious frogs. *yum.

If you have seriously no clue, i'm really hungry right now. Feel like eating 85 ba chor mee so dam badly. :/ Sigh. Hungry hungry hungry.I'm gonna eat alot next week, me sure me sure. Frog legs with bbg then teppanyaki with couzins.

Okay, i prolly typed like 4 paragraphs of random nonsensical things but i need something to distract me from this intense craving for food. I feel like such a pig seriously.

Great, now im craving for spaghetti. Just great.

Tuesday 19 April 2011 22:13

Dead dead dead, my blog is so dead. Okay, shall try to revive this boring empty space. Went Neverland with pie and his friends then met the childhood friends a cupa days ago at Bedok 85 market. Happy cause everyone haven't changed! Same jokes, same disiaos, same everything just prolly all older and fatter now. Maturity? Pah, i think we grew more childish with age. Planning alot alot alot of oversea trips, please let them all work out! I need a break from schoool!

Doing my project on the Zoo. Someone go to the zoo with me so i can research? Pwease-y? :( Going to meet debbie later, then nights out with pie. Yeah, we got back together and thats probably the best thing that ever happened this month. Vowed to treasure, been sucha bitch. Wonders how is he able to put up with me sometimes. :/

Last week was horrible, but with good drinking days. This week was horrible, no drinking things but i don't feel no empty and depressed no more. I made a new friend and i love her to death <3. I don't know if you'll ever read this but you know who you are. Thank you very much for being there for me when i ever thought of was which way could i jump off the building to minimize disfiguration in death. Love you jie! :)