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Thursday, 24 March 2011 17:57
I go to the bed with the same thoughts and awake with the exact same thoughts. They are questions. Multiple questions, questions with a zero chance of ever finding out the answers. I really wish to be able to speak my thoughts, understand how you feel about them but i understand that you just ain't someone like that. I've been sweeping so many emotions and feelings under the rug that it's starting to show. I can't carry on knowing that we're dwindling. I need assurance. I'm basically someone very negative and when you say negative things, i'll be more then affected by it, even more so since you're someone so god damn perfect and important to me. I dont want to hurt you. I don't want to let you down. I don't want you to hate me either. I really don't know what should i do. I want to talk to A badly about my problems but we aren't friends anymore. Sigh. Please be sweeter today? my emotions are haywire.
Tuesday, 22 March 2011 03:45
I think of you, i think of you and i'm strong
and i know i can go on
it's like you set me free, when life gets the best of me.
01:20
" I want so much to make your mornings and warm your nights and be your favorite hello and your saddest goodbye. I want to own your heart forever, i want permanent residence in there. I want to cloud up your mind, i want to be your first. I want to be your one and only, the best out of all the girls. I want to make you smile, i want to hear you laugh. I want to make our relationship last. I want to give you everything you want because i got you and you're everything more then i could ever ask. I want to be the most important person in your eyes. I want you to love me more then i do. I want you to text me. I want you to be happy. I wish we both could be happy. "Monday, 21 March 2011 12:30
We've been together for 7 months. I never knew you would mean so much. You use to be a friend, or rather someone for me to disturb, but for 2 years, whenever i was sad, you had the ability to make me laugh or smile at your jokes. When we got together i was so unsure and i was left so scarred by that jerk that i didn't believe in love anymore. In time though, i got to know you more, i knew you in person not by a few words on the msn screen. You're special, i knew that all along. You make me smile all the time, though you hurt my feelings sometimes. It's been 7 months and the guy i thought i was impossible to be with or even get along with turn out to be everything i could ever asked for. You mean so much to me. I would do anything to protect this relationship. I would do anything to preserve it, i would do anything to guarantee that we'll be fine, we'll last. I never want you to leave neither would i ever want to. I've never met someone who is so god damn amazing that i am so hung onto his every word and so fucking love drunk. I never met anyone that could make me actually put down my pride and my ego just so he'll be happy. I never ever, in my whole life, put someone before myself. I'm selfish like that. However, for you? It's like natural. I don't get forced to do it, i want to. You're wonderful and i'm so lucky and proud to call you mine. I love you, Alexander, very very much. 12:12
It's 3.06 am. I am so awake, so so so awake. I can't barely get my eyes to close. Craving so much for macs and pringles right now. Oh! and lays too. Ahhh, why wasn't i blessed with bodies like Diana's. So skinny. So chio. :( Baby send me a really really sweet goodnight message today. Wo hao kai xin oh!
Found my old box with all my nail polishes, fake nails, ribbons and etc. So happy la i tell you! I damn enthu. I can't wait to do what i love to do in the past. Sitting down for hours and designing nails. I was staring at my walls and thought of one design that i'm planning to do for Diana! Excited! Gonna get all the stuffs tomorrow :)
Speaking about tomorrow, Pau gonna treat me to ramen! I love ramen and paulette loves me :). Can't wait till lunch seriously, ramen is so good! Especially Ramen Ten's my favorite. Having school at 9am tomorrow. Supposed to wake up at 7am but i am so god damned awake thanks to redbull. Had 3-4 (?) cans today in the afternoon. So sugary sweet, and addictive. :o
I shall go download songs for the mrt ride everywhere tomorrow. :) I just came my reds :/ Idk if it's a good or bad thing.
09:11
Back in school with accounting exam on Saturday. Nua. I hate accounting. English and maths will never go together, not even for the sake of money. Switched teacher today, no more Kern but this teacher is awesome! Like teachers who can take a joke as good as they throw one. :)
Smashed my pinky on my cupboard today. Broken caps and bruised. Awesum. My life sucks. Texting baby now, he's asking me to go to sleep BUT! me going to dragonica till i hit level 40 before bedtime. Look who is the noob now asshole! Met natty today too! She came to my place late afternoon and we just talked and smoked and talked. Like simple heart to hearts like this. It's great to see her after such a long time. Talked to diana for an hour, close to two. Hehe luv bitching.
Hell hath no fury like a scropio scorned. It's time to kill sparky and the dudu bird! Ciao
Friday, 18 March 2011 02:58
Picture was taken in Genting and the same group of peeps are planning a trip back there to Safari! Gonna be so so awesome. Quick plan @Iemiuh, DJTOK, steelcrusaders :)
It has been one heck of a week. Lots of assignments. Thank god is Kern again so class has been sweet and interesting. Went for pie's M.A today again then had nasi lemak then nuaaaaaaa. It's our 7th month! Finally! Didn't believe we'll last that long, but we did! I'm so in love, more then 7 months ago. :) He is prolly the best thing that has ever happened to me. Looking forward to 8,9, 10 babypie!
Today is either Sweechoon or drinking. I have no idea which, but either would be great! :) Life has been nice. This week just proves to me that friends don't get angry with each other, you can never meet for long and still be close and friends will do anything for you <3 Thank god for girls like natty, iemiuh and paupau <3
Love my baby to death, happy 7th month hun :)
Sunday, 13 March 2011 10:52
" If i wrote you a love note, will you smile with every word i wrote?"
Just got back from a weekend with baby and Pondstar with Yiling and Andrew and his friends. Happy high throughout the night cause baby sent me something really sweet! Luv sweet surprises like that. Guys just don't know how much a sweet text could brighten up a girl's day! Came home and watched South Park with bro, his flying off tomorrrowowowowowow :( Some pool tournament in jakarta. Sponsered. FML. Why isn't me the one getting all the perks in life?
School starting in 7hours and i'm not asleep yet. It's 2am. Hehe! Can't wait to see all my classmates! Module tomorrow : Certificate in Tourism and Hospitality. Hehe gonna be awesum! Gonna book a hardrock soon again, need some relax and nua time, hopefully pie wants to come along! :)
Sync-ing my borrowed (from bro) iphone now. Yay! Finally got rid of that stupid torch! sad thing is, no more bbm with loverpie. :( Gonna drag and move my music to the iphone! I could make it all hello kitty girly now! Till then!
Thursday, 10 March 2011 18:07
Babypie is booking out today! yay! Bored out of my wits now, hungry and craving for Nasi Lemak. Should start to be a good girl and post Huimei and my pictures up on facebook already before she starts complaining!
Room is in such a horrid mess, i'm so darn lazy to clear things up. Told mummy it'll be neater but apparently my new room gives me more space to mess things up. LOL, i'm pathetic. My nail ribbon start dropping crystals olreadyz, it breaks my heart. ._. .
I feel like i'm really random and have no life. Maybe till next week when school starts and birthday starts coming :) I miss my classmates - KimmyB, Gladysduh!
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The thing is, you see. If you treat someone nice, they will be happy. Then you went a 360 degree turn and start treating someone like shit, they, at first will be paranoid and unhappy, then they'll start to get use to it, then they'll treat you back the same cause they can't be bothered to be sweet anymore. It takes two hands to clap. :/
Wednesday, 9 March 2011 23:22
Hai! I actually wanted to blog today. Thats a miracle. Nights out with Pie was awesome, had pasa malam food after Battlefield at some random CCK void deck. That was sweet, i like things like that <3 Case closed at Clementi HQ then down to town, look so shitty ugly! Imagine me - no makeup, t-shirt and shorts = at town! AH FML. Got my wallet and nail stuff then homez.. My nails are so prettyz naow! Wo xi huanz! :D
I can't stop staring at my nails now. I feel like such a bimbo. I love my crowns and ribbons but my nails seem 1kg heavier. :) Especially my thumb! Prettiest but heaviest. zzzz
SLUUUEEEEEPY. :/ Can't believe it's Friday tomorrow! Lonely days are gone cause babyboy is back!
/ Gonna meet Chee Boon in awhile. Buhbye!
Tuesday, 8 March 2011 22:24
Ogayz, back from swimming with my girlfriend Iemiuh! :) Fun bitching about random people kekeke! :) Had or rather ate EggBeansChipsVegs at 18Chef afterwards. Yummy! FOUND OUT SOMETHING FUNNY HEHE! I choked on my veg when i knew what happened. LOL FAIL. Putting songs into my blackberry now. Forgotten to take out the Dragonica folder so now my entire phone media sounds are all dragonica fighting sounds ._. . Battlefield later with pie and his campmates at Lot1, Dreading dreading school next week, hols are ending in a couple of days!
Good luck to classmates who are sitting for the accounting paper tomorrow! I miss you guys! :(
Wooo! Playboy mansion is on cribs! Me gotta see this! Ciao!
14:44
I'm so damn bored. Thats why this blog got created. Give it 2 week tops, it'll be dead and i'll be too lazy to post anything. I miss my girls :/. Supposed to have a gathering/sleepover with the girlfriends this week at some hotel in Changi but where are we naow? :o Baby has nights out tonight yayz! I miss my boo.
Blasting songs at like 6.33am in the morning, i wanna eat, i'm hungry. No food, don't feel like eating maggi, lazy go out, lazy bathe to go out. Ogay, i sound disgusting but i'm just damn nuaaa. Supposed to meet Iemiuh for swimming but she disappeared after we plan our genting plans. I'm listening to Britney Spears. I'm gonna go back to Iphone 4, blackberry torch is killin' me. Dammit, suckiest blackerry i've ever used (but the prettiest!). My trusty 8900 and 9700 never gave me THAT much problem. *roll eyez.
Wanna play dragonica but w/o Alex lika weird. The feeling is different :/ I wanna watch Hannah Montana/Hell Cats/Gossip Girl but all seem so so so so so DAMN boring. Ah! i know! i shall go read my old blog and see what did i do, 1 year ago, today hehe!
Joy, one year ago i just got home from a night out of drinking. My life needs to go back to this (looks down)
I can haz no lifez.