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Wednesday, 6 April 2011 11:44
Have you ever felt so suffocated and stuck in the middle? Like everything is stressing you out and not only are you clueless how to make things right, you gut feeling makes your decisions and it always turn out wrong. It's like quicksand. Once you're stuck in it, it's almost impossible to get out, unless you have good help.

And have you ever experience something so vastly different from what you used to? You find it hard to adapt. You know you can't. You keep trying and trying but you keep failing and failing. You then look back at the past and go like 'Hey, we were so good back then, what changed?' then you start to question and reminisce and the tears start rolling like free flow. Thinking about all the reasons and promises and sweetness and suddenly everything is gone and you felt like you're being robbed of your sanity. Just because you build your life around this, cause this was your happy place, the place you get assured and secure and once it's gone, you feel depressed. You can't remember how to live without it or pretend you're fine without it. When things goes wrong, i run to you for comfort however now it's gone, where do i go? Started reading all the old texts, old MSN conversations, old Twitter feeds, old FB posts. Do you remember? All the things i still remember.